Friends without Benefits..

So much has happened in the past couple of weeks. I didn't write because a lot of it is about stuff I just cannot talk about on here. Some stuff is good, but a lot of it is just sucky. Lol. Umm, I'll start with my friends.. two of my best friends started dating which made it very awkward for me. I've been trying to keep them both as friends but it became apparent that I could really only be friends with one. Or one at a time lol. Things get very complicated when it comes to us.. I'll just leave it at that. Another thing that has made my life complicated is Marshall University. I got a statement saying I didn't owe anything to them because of my scholarships and grants and loans. I called Marshall to see how much I would be getting back as a refund with my loans and well...let's just say it's a good thing I called. I owed over a thousand dollars, and it had to be paid by the due date three days later. MAJOR FREAK OUT on my end. I cried a lot..it was bad! I thought I wouldn't be able to go to college. A thousand dollars in my family is like..well a lot of money. I wish it wasn't like that but it is. The good news is that my super awesome grandmother is helping me get there and giving me money to live off of!! I am soo grateful. The good lord is taking care of me! Lol :)))) Eh, I'll be back to write in a few days, probably on move in day, Wednesday.